Two things that going on in my live.

There are two things that is going on in my life.

The first thing is my cooking show and how it gives me such great pleasure and joy. I get into a zone when we starts taping and I starts talking and when I start cooking. I am really excited and looking forward to when I can do it on a fulltime base and make many profits from it. How blessed I am to be able to be in front of a camera and mic. Many years ago I did another cooking show on Cleveland Talk Radio. It was wonderful. The people that I had as guests were all different and very interesting. It is like it was yesterday. And yet, it was so long ago.

The down side and what is not my joy. This thing that I am typing on "The Computer", all of those passwords that one must create. And some other things that can and does put me into a tailspin.OMG. I don't mind learning but what I don't like is going back, going back  and then learning that I may have done it wrong.
It wastes my time and I get mixed up because of the many changes that must take place just to keep up with all of this stuff. It makes my so sad, no joy! Man how things has change and if you live long enough you will face change, all of the good , bad and the ugly. There is two things inside of this paragraph, but because this will be out there on the web, I really can't call it out.

My question: how can one event bring such joy and another task brings such a tailspin. Well, its all emotions. What a powerful tool for the good and its bad and sad. I feel sad, very sad!!!!

Hey what is it in these United States that if you're single and is in need of help you can't get much? This hollywood thing about being single and free and have more cash than families is far from the truth.
What world is that, because I would love to live there.